Wednesday, August 26, 2009 11:30 PM
frustration
well...time and time again.. it happened..u 3.. u 3.. u 3..when will it become u 4..?im like always invisible.. never associated with u 3.. although im there..i seem be invisible..i duno to be happy because u 3 are lovely frens to me.. and impt good frens of mine..or sad becos im never associated with the 3 of u...i feel so frustrated.. unable to keep u all by my side.. >.<feel so exhausting trying to pull u all towards me..prehaps.. im really trying too hard..and the string linking us is starting to wear and tear...im trying to repair the bond now..i jus cant convince myself that im needed among u all...thats for the 3 of u...another you who jus came into my life.. not longer ago we were almost like strangers..now we are like close frens..how long will u stay beside me..? i seriously duno..i wanna open up.. but im so afraid that history will repeat agn...im alr all torn up and tired.. pls provide me with the key to unlock myself..i dun wanna be like now.. hiding the real me deep inside tis outer casing of mine..someone pls.. find the key.. and bring me back..tats wat my inner voice have been telling me...but who will be the one.. to find tis key and protect it?
Monday, August 24, 2009 11:59 PM
worn out
i will let the pictures do the talking for me... kinda sleepy and all tired now..well... the pictures are mainly wat happened on 24th aug and 21st aug.. 21st aug is my mummy's bdae while 24th aug.. was the day i had to do presenatation.. below are pictures of wat i did after presentations was over ><now im totally worn out... going to bed alr... seriously need to ZzzZZZZzzzz..night night night :)totally enjoyed myself today..thanks ginn ^^
Sunday, August 16, 2009 6:09 PM
August 15th
went for F1 training at suntec on a so-so saturdae~well... for registration alr wasted 1 hr...the briefing thingy was another hour...ended up me and gladys didnt made it for the onsite visit...cos they said 2 hours and we both alr arrange other stuff after 6 already..and the onsite thingy is another 2 hrs.. which was too long ><well... we changed and walked off to city link..and saw this marvelous ice cream shop..its shop name is really 'marvelous ice cream'!we were both tempted :P thus we shared 1 ice cream together..its mix berry :) and it taste like cheesecake! :)made frm hokkaido ice cream~tasted delicious! 4/5 stars! the price was 7.35 after student discount :)alright if its shared :)after the ice cream we went off seperate ways....and i trained down to tampines.....
and went to meet... my cousins!and off we go to pasta mania to eat dinner!thanks emilene for the recommandation of the apple crumble :)it taste really nice :) well... i didnt had much interest in pasta...so i decided to try smth utterly simple..aglio olio pasta.. its a simple pasta cook with olive oil and chilli!>3/5 stars..after eating and cam whoringg....we went to watch movie..!jack neo's movie , where gt ghost?...kinda too short for a movie ><it involves 3 short stories..the storyline nt bad la...but the graphic... really CMI...wun recommand anyone to see it though ><cos the graphic was really really very bad...2/5 stars. worse rating i ever gave ><well... after movies... we went to buy a cheesecake for keith.. and sang him his birthdae song at the bus interchange behind a pushcart..how cool can tat be man! :)unique experience :)we took a couple of group photos... and off we go...had supper tgt at a prata shop.. :)yum yum...after tat.. we went seperate ways and head for homee... :)tat was my weekend alr :P cos my sundae is a utter stay home dae to chill..tmr gonna have work already.. hope everything goes well~!! :)
Monday, August 10, 2009 11:08 PM
family outing on national dae.
hmms...woke up damn early...met up with sis and alex kor(her bf)..then we head for changi there some jetty :Preach there.. waited for awhile.. once everyone gather..off we goo to queue...it was kinda long queue.. then we took BUMBOAT~really veery bumppyy.. sit till butt pain..getting off the boat at pulua ubin was tricky ><my legs went jelly ><after tat... the pple who want cycling went cycling..the walking ones.. walked~took plenty of fotography...and eat alot of yum yum during break times..hahas..enjoyed the scenary alot alot :)especially the walk on the long long bridge just abv the sea area :)it was lovely.. veery very fun~overall.. the dae was fun... tiring but lots of fun..well.. came hm in the late mid afternn..and slept slept slept till nite time.. :)then was computer all the way till now :)but going rest soon..tuesdae which is tmr .... gonna have lots of stuff to do & settle :)JIAYOU SERENE! :)
Saturday, August 8, 2009 11:52 PM
whole week.
met gladys 11am @ AMK hub..and off we went to SIM UNI headquarters..and had lunch at their cafe.. gladys intro me their western..i tried the megabites combo set :)its like a combination of fish&chips + chicken chop~very very nice and definately damn filling :)
4 out of 5 stars!and gladys had seafood pasta..she said it is nice and big serving..i tried it and it really taste great :)4 out of 5 stars too!well... its definately worth the price.. both total cost lesser than $15! :)definately worth the try :)and we scout for the strawberry milk tea..its nt bad :) 3.5 stars out of 5 ~well.. after tat.. we went to cineleisure and buy movie tickets..5pm+ ORPHAN!well... we went window shopping.. at many areas..went to taka , wisma then ion...walked and walked.. for 3 hrs.. ><finally went back cine for movie..ORPHAN..nt exactly a bad show.. tat its IF you like GORE! :)to me... i dun really like gore stuff..so i kinda... off =/hahas.. 3.5 stars out of 5 stars..its nt damn gore la... but has some gore in it... =/im the pattern total turn off frm gore :Pbut story line nt bad :) kept me wanting to know more~well.. after movies.. we went... BUGIS STREET!reach there... ard 7+ pm..hahas.. walked walked walked till 10+ ><we damn power sia... walked up down left right... comb the whole area..and... our trophy is... each of us gt a top :) she gt a black top she want..and i gt a black top i hv been looking for..she gotten 2 belts for herself :Pand i gotten 1 ~! :)><reach home and chat with parents.. and they sae my top is nice~hahas.. going to wear it somedae when go out :)well... going to sleep now... freaking freaking tired... ><tmr morning must wake up go pulua ubin...time to orh orhh... ><
hmms..finally our turn to held our event~! :)it was a dae filled with panick but oso fun & laughter..especially the water bomb part :Pguess ISPians simply love WATER BOMBS! :Phahas..its definately lots of fun..although many stuff happened tat dae..but it was fun :)
Sunday, August 2, 2009 11:00 PM
gettogethers.
hmmsssss.. jus came hm frm a outing..with a bunch of regulars frm teens..hahas... old time regulars already... raine jie.. battie , mehmeh... dawn.. kei and cozydevill...hahas..met at serangoon.. then go battie hse slack alittle..his Jack russell.. damn hyper..hahas... his other dog was slpinggg.. lazing away~played with his jack russell...then after awhile.. we left and head for Tamp1..well.. in the van, we chit chatted and stuff.. 5 pple cramp in the back of the van.. damn funnyyy.. laughed alot.. especially the clorets allergy part..hahas.. LOLS...after tat.. battie bought his sake..then we had dinner at Carl Junior..as usual its damn filling with my portobello mushroom burgerrrr! :)then after tat.. we slacked alittle while some smoking away..then.. soon went seperately.. ><and off i head home...although its a short outing but feeling kinda sleepy and tired now..well..sometimes.. its damn ironic in life till frustrating.but.. then agn. wat can i do? nothing. :)so.. i shld nt think abt it anymore now.
easier said than done.
hmms. late afternoon time ...met Jervon at starbucks and had coffee with him..i had caramel frapp! and he had mocha frappe..it taste delicious as usual..after tat kelvin came..and we had some chatt..after tat.. Jervon left to meet other frens of his..and off me and kelvin went..train-ed down to city hall and hang out there..then we went to suntec to eat at jusnoodles..~ yummyyy.after eating and chatting..we went to meet kylie and gideon at NUM..and she gotten herself a new bag after a long discussion..then.. they had dinner at Xin Wang Taiwan Cafe : Street Fare Style..its delicious and economic :)i had the funny looking burger.. :) it taste awesomeeee! :)after tat... we went off seperately..then i met Bran for mac~chit chatted and he thought me some new stuff about life :)thanks bran for taking his time for my randomness.. ><well.. after tat came hm and slacked.thoughts for the dae :sometimes.. giving up can be easier said than done.when the dae u gave me the light..u made the room a whole lot brighter.when im suit to the brightness.u decide to take the light away frm me.. and turn me blind..making me live in the darkness forever. till my time ends.but i jus dun wanna give up searching for the light agn..in the total darkness im trapped in.is giving up really the only thing i can do?
Kathleen Sis ❤
